Times are strange

Do you know that time when you wait and do nothing else but wait? Some do that for a lifetime, not even knowing what for, some have a child and others look at their watch for the class to be over. The strange thing when you wait is that you never really get to enjoy your time doing that, even though, thinking about it, it is YOUR bloody time and you can so many things in the meantime. But you are stuck waiting for that special (???!?!?) something and cannot seem to get any pleasure no matter what you do.

Tic-tac, tic-tac. It’s your time, you cunt! Time is just following its own rhythm, you might make the best of it, but noooo, you have to be stuck, narrow and blind. THAT moment in time is coming anyway, no matter what you do.

So, maybe some sunshine in the park… Hmmmm… First day of autumn in Leeds, you say was too rainy. Find sunshine anywhere else in the world and go there, travel miles and miles away. No money, hey? Well, that’s why you’ve got your mind!!! To carry your body places that can’t be reached. Grow wings and explore consciousness, live great adventures and fight pirates.

There are so many things to do, I mean surely you can find something. Use your imagination and make time count. You know, one day you’re going to look back and say: ‘well, I could’ve made the best of that period’ or ‘I could’ve did this when I was much younger’ and you know how much you hate regretting things. That is just stupid. And you are not.