OMG

it has been some hard 8 months - of adjusting to a person that initially seemed completely impossible to be compatible with. But in all this time, there was something... something that always made us come back to each other.

And just after 8 months I have never felt that I want to spend the rest of my life with this person. Just after 8 months.... He got on his knees in front of me today and kissed my tummy, embraced my hips ... As a goodbye, as a loving gesture... I completely freaked out thinking what the fuck is he doing on his knees .... but if he would've asked me to marry him I think I wouldn't have run out of the door (that was a meter away from me, because I did think of it for a brief second when he kneeled down) and in a crazy, spur of the moment, just because it's 31st of Dec 2013 and 13 is my lucky number and ... for a million other reasons.... I could've said Yes.

I could've said Yes. I will have to let that one sink in for a minute. He was on his knees in front me and I could've said Yes. After 8 months.... Is this how it feels when you really know ... when you really have found the ONE?

I could've said Yes. OH MY GOD! I could've said Yes.