The Yellow duck

fly and crash, dance, shake your head, smile and cry, shake in fear, shiver from your bones, hold your shoulders, smell, smell his perfume...

...breath in deep, just breathe, breathe like there will be no more air on earth. 

close your eyes and remember the sun light from the airport. and the tears that followed. and the wind in your face on the bike. and the slight touch of a finger lost in the biggest bed. 

fall asleep on the sofa wrapped up in some big arms, shake, shake, shiver and breathe. just crash, crash into the big wall coming into you, crash and break it, just crash your head. 

just let go and fall... fall.... fall.. stretch your arms and suddenly you can feel alive even if the rocks are below, you can hear the waves and the music for your first awkward hug within his arms. 

following the yellow duck on the pond and imagine you are holding it's hand. come on duckie!